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>>33579
Interestingly enough, if I made a list of things I've gotten excited about, and then they fall right in front of my eyes just after I get excited about them, the list is over 3 pages long.
See, story of my life. Oh well, I'm used to it, it keeps me surprised, what thing will I get excited about that will shatter to pieces next? Okay, dark humor joking aside. You are right, with each door that closes more will open at some time. Even if something falls in front of me again, it doesn't mean it is the last thing (that will fall in front of my eyes, jk, jk) There will be more things that I'll enjoy and more chances for me to enjoy things, so while I might be upset that the door is vanishing, it is fine for there are more doors that are just as exciting.
I know what that feeling is like. My grandmother does something I can't stand. Many times, I've gotten so mad about it, I felt like telling her off, but thankfully my heart tells me this would just make things worse, before I manage to open my mouth and fire the daggers.
>She has to kill one lion a day.
What?! What kind of job is that? What kind of job would have an older woman hunt lions!?
>>33580
Just writing by itself won't exactly make you better at writing. I could smack the keys on a keyboard all day long but that wouldn't really help me learn the piano. Without some knowledge of what you should do, or what is better to do you won't really improve. Well, with my example after hours and hours and hours you might learn the piano, but writing is different. If you are writing not very strong writing, writing more and more of that level alone will not make you that much better. At least not without knowing how to make it stronger.
But thanks for the advice nonetheless.
>>33581
I'm not giving up, just got sent straight into a slump. I poured a lot of my time and effort into this last assignment. (second to last in the course) Which was more effort than I put into all my other assignments so thus far. In fact, its probably the most effort I've put into the writing of something in years. I've always just put half effort, if even, into the writing of my other stuff. They are first draft level writing. Not bad, well for some stuff it borderlines bad in my opinion, but they could be so much better if I went back and took to the time to refine it. So it is just kind of a shame that I couldn't show how much better I got at writing and crafting the writing to my instructor. I never got a chance to show him my real skill.
That being said, I do want to finish the course, depending on how much it will cost to restore it. It can't be helped, I mean the lesson was over a year late. Anyone would get kicked from no contact for that long of time.
My mom's business it what is causing the financial problem. Everyone month it is in the red, bleeding more money like an open wound. So each month it will just get worse and worse. But not only does it absorb my families money like a sponge, but it always eats away my free time and energy like a furious monster. Oh well, just got to keep putting up with it, for another year.
>>33582
Yeah, I know how much damage such things can do. But still it is hard to not look back at all the failures and regrets you had, or mistakes you made. I'll keep trying though.
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