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It's been a long time since I've done a letter to anyone, so I may be a bit rusty with this. I'm not sure whether you're aware of this, but I am a huge fan of yours. I've come across a lot of fictional girls during my time as an anime fan, and I have a large number of favorites. You are one of them. But with you, things are different. Whenever I think of you, I don't just think of you as another fictional character I like. I think of you as more then that. You're special, Saber. I don't know how else to say this... but I love you. You've captured my heart like almost no other fictitious girl has. I did once have another fictional love, but I grew out of it before long. With you thought... something's different. I can't really pin anything specific, but there's something that keeps me hanging onto you. I know all of this is probably creeping you out right now, but I have to say it. I heard years back that it's better to regret something you did then regret something you didn't do. I think it would be better to get all this in the open then keep it to myself. I know that we can't start dating or anything (even thought that would make me so happy), I'm just telling you my true feelings, or at least trying to. I love you so much. You embody practically everything I'd want in a partner. I also really admire you. In spite of your insecurity, you try to stay strong no matter what. I also know that you have fears of being alone. I just want you to know, you aren't alone. There are many people out there who love you. I in particular cherish you, and hold you close to my heart. Please remember, I'm always here if you need me. I don't have much to offer you except my love, and my support, should you need it. Even if everyone else leaves you, I will always keep my arms open to you. You are my angel, and it pains me that we're worlds apart. I really wish I could meet you and be your friend.
You are a wonderful young woman, and as long as my feelings remain, I will keep hold of you until the end. Maybe someday we will meet. Where, when and by what means, I don't know, but I hang onto the hope that we will. I know that me loving you is no doubt wrong. You're quite a bit younger then me for starters, that I fully understand. And I understand that my obsession with you is not healthy. If I were able to say all this to you directly, I'm pretty sure I would feel a lot better, even if you shot me down, which I believe you would. I don't think you would return my feelings, since I doubt I meet any of your standards when it comes to guys, if you have any. But just telling you all this would be enough for me. I've always had a tendency to keep things to myself, but this is something I know I must get out. So please, after you've readed this, please don't think bad of me. I'm sure I will grow out of this someday, but right now, I want you in my life. You are incredibly precious to me Saber, and while you may not be my whole world, you do make my world whole. Anyway, I think I've said enough, and you probably have a lot to think about now. If you've made it this far, thanks for staying with it. I really appreciate it. Take care of yourself sweetheart.
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