>>51810
A wordsmith is left speechless in the face of my posts?

Whatever the reason, I'm sure it's not good. It's a good thing I'm beyond the point of caring.

>>51811
I don't remember trolling you.

>>51812
You're not going to, are you?

If I keep coming back, blame yourself. I certainly wasn't feeling like sticking around until you cheered me up.

Even so, my time's running out. I'll be gone before too long. It's just a matter of if I choose to stay in the meantime.

>>51813

>>51814
Oh yes of course. My bad.

>>51816
Not a chance.

It's not that I was left speechless; It's that I've been considering for a while how best to say all this, because I thought it important.

I suppose there's just no way I can say anything that'll make you stop being so tsundere about others, where you constantly push away people you solicit attention from and act like a spoiled kid who just wants someone to go over all the small and precious things they love about you.

As long as you keep acting so spiteful towards everyone there's no use, I guess. Constantly hovering above everyone's heads how you want to abandon them and don't care and feel bad about being hated instead of doing something about it is your choice, I suppose.

Chicken.

>>51814
Aww, I cheered you up? And here I thought Belphe was a worthless stake only good for her dense moe appeal.

I haven't heard your voice, but I know the possibility that I could have isn't zero, so I wanted to play with you. The informant was fake; made it up on a whim, and the "play" I was referring to was the show I put on as Tomoko.

I'll miss you when you leave. You're bookmarked in my heart, after all.

>>51812
The country of Scotland, itself, is amazing. Beautiful scenery and a rich, fascinating history full of manliness and glory.

Its government, however, is a bunch of old children who spend half a week crying that someone called them an idiot; an event which is apparently big and important enough to make television news. Never mind actually fixing problems, all they do is cut back as many benefits as possible while increasing various small taxes. They're just a bunch of pickpockets.

I love you, dearest Homura. And I am sorry whenever I hurt you.

>>51821
I agree with Belphe-nee, get a job.

>>51821
How lucky, to live in such a beautiful place. I still remember those pictures you took.

That basically sounds the same as the government here. I guess some things don't really change from border to border. All the current political crap is annoying me.

>>51819
Are you sure you're not only thinking that way because you dislike me to begin with? I don't act spiteful towards everyone. I don't even act spiteful towards you. If anything, I'd say it was the other way around.

You'd surely be glad to be rid of me, so how can I make up being hated? Or is it that you acknowledge that, but you think I enjoy it and don't care? Either way, you're the one making posts rife with insults. I won't say I don't deserve it in some ways.

And what would you suggest I do to stop being hated or disliked? As far as I'm aware, you started having such distaste for me over something I definitely won't take back. It's a choice I made and have full intentions of living with.

>>51820
I knew it. So you made both things up? I'm glad.

>>51825
Playing with illusions is fun sometimes, is it not? I'd never use the true things I know without a good reason. Probably.

>>51826
But didn't you post as Tomoko after you had already made the show statement?

>>51827
I posted as Tomoko a little before I made the big debut to you. I imitated some kid who showed up recently and said he was a friend of Cirno. The next day I asked you if you "enjoyed it", referring to the Tomoko event.

Since you didn't get it, or you played dumb, I just invented the show thing to make you paranoid. The next I posted as Tomoko was in this thread earlier, I think.

>>51825
Constantly telling everyone you'll leave them and go away and that there won't be much fanfare about it begets a reaction of "omg piece but we like u rly" which is just messing with people. Maybe "in spite" was the wrong choice of words there but it's definitely not done with respect towards others.

Don't decide for me what I am and am not glad for. It's because you decide that "everyone" would "rather have you gone" that you keep doing this same song and dance since years. Aren't you confusing things here? I dislike you because you keep pulling this nonsense on everyone all the time.

>And what would you suggest I do to stop being hated or disliked?
How about you for once realise this is a community that wants you around and stop ding-dong-ditching every time with some grand drama and then come crawling back? Everyone constantly welcomes you back and you slap them in the face by dragging their feelings through the mud and doing your stupid song and dance again.

But whatever, since I dislike you there's no way I could possibly be right. Carry on as you were, but this time, stay out when you leave.

>>51828
I see. I actually didn't remember who the person who was supposedly Cirno's friend posted as. When Tomoko said they were someone's friend, I remembered that, and figured they were that person.

I didn't suspect a thing. New members always seem to multiply via their friends, and since you named Cirno, she would have to be an accomplice.

>>51823
I'll consider thinking about getting a job if any of the following conditions are ever met:

- I've leeched an absolute minimum total of £100,000 in government benefits (probably in 15 years' time)
- The government decides to cut my benefits and I become homeless
- "Social Recluse" becomes a valid job title

Until then, I'll take whatever I can get and save up as much of that as possible while I can.

>>51830
He just posted some random images, I think. He didn't use Tomoko. I thought it'd be the perfect way to create an identity, since I figured you saw him as well.

It was really enough to fool you? From how you were speaking I figured you caught on. At least, John said I was "Belphe-lite", that baka.

>>51829
>Constantly telling everyone you'll leave them and go away and that there won't be much fanfare about it begets a reaction of "omg piece but we like u rly" which is just messing with people
I honestly believe my image on /seacats/ is at an all time low. Well, I believed that moreso before this thread played out. Anon-kun has good relations with everyone, so I'd think he'd say a person would be missed no matter what. He always welcomes people when they come back and says they were missed.

Of course, I can't say the same for the others.

>that you keep doing this same song and dance since years.
That just isn't true. I haven't thought in the past that I'm generally disliked and that I should go. Rather, it was the reverse. It was my own dislike that I would claim kept me away. The boards is about nothing, isn't about Umineko, nobody reads Umineko anymore, and so on.

>I dislike you because you keep pulling this nonsense on everyone all the time.
You mean you started disliking me before you started with the whole "acting like a sociopath" thing, which was a reaction to Luci's reaction to something I did, which wasn't at all what we're talking about? I don't think I was wrong to assume that was the cause of your dislike for me.

>How about you for once realise this is a community that wants you around and stop ding-dong-ditching every time with some grand drama and then come crawling back? Everyone constantly welcomes you back and you slap them in the face by dragging their feelings through the mud and doing your stupid song and dance again.
That's not what I'm doing. Continuing to post here depresses me. Especially the recent posts from you, or the ones that I originally replied to that caused this whole mess. Speaking of which, I believe those posts of yours to be a trigger for this chain of events. After all, those posts responded to you.

>But whatever, since I dislike you there's no way I could possibly be right. Carry on as you were, but this time, stay out when you leave.
I always try to stay out. That's clearly something else you're misunderstanding. I don't exactly have the greatest willpower in the world, so even if I think it's better for me to stay away, it's hard for me to do it.

Regardless, I may not have access to a computer and an internet connection soon, and even if I do I'd want to be careful about posting because of hiding my powerlevel, so for once it might be out of my hands. I can at least say I definitely won't have the same kind of access I have now. The amount of time I can choose to remain here is rather slim.

You people are sure interesting to watch.

>>51832
Just because I used to do that kind of thing, it doesn't mean I'm good at spotting when it's done to me. I couldn't tell you who anyone here was if they really didn't want me to know. I'm useless without being able to see their IPs.

>>51832
I didin't even know for sure that it was you at the time. It's just that ``he'' seemed so Belphe-like that I felt like pointing it out.

>>51836
>``

>>51836
>didin't
Well, that's what I get for typing without my glasses, I guess.

Also this makes, what, the third? Fourth time I've been able to identify you merely by your posting style?

>>51835
Well I wanted to imitate one of the best.

Losing your internet connection? People hating on you and you feeling bad about it? So many questions, not enough time~

>>51837
?

>>51839
Don't worry, I'm not really losing it. I just want you to go "omg piece pls dont leave I love u".

>>51840
Nothing.

>>51833
>I don't exactly have the greatest willpower in the world, so even if I think it's better for me to stay away, it's hard for me to do it.
Then if you want to come here stop acting like no one wants you here and act like a part of the community.

>>51838
Yes, you have a good track record there, don't you? I suppose I should be more wary next time.

>>51841
Oh man, that might make me angry. I don't want to consider the possibility of you lying to me just to feed your own ego.

>>51843
There are clearly a lot of people who do want me as part of it, or, at least, don't care if I am part of it.

But forgive me if I think the ones calling me a piece of shit, or saying that my behavior is sociopathic, or implying that I crave for people to hate me, make the atmosphere a bit tense. It's not odd to want to leave such a community, even if other people are fine with you. I often want to disappear from here just to forget about all the things I'm ashamed of.

>>51844
I hope you do consider it. Because it's no good to give a stalker like you information so freely.

>>51846
Oh that's fine by me. It's no fun if the quarry gives up without a fight.

>>51847
Were you also just kidding about stalking me? I'm seriously paranoid about it. I hope no information trading is going on behind my back.

>>51845
Lucifer hardly comes here, my opinion is easily improved (hint: Act like a part of the community and you're easily back up to John level), George and anon at least like for you to be here, as does Belphe, and probably John too in a very tsundere way. There's no one here (bar me) who actively wants you out.

>>51848
Do you think I'm kidding? Information trading is a pretty common IM hobby.

Well, not that you would know about that, seeing as you don't use it and all.

>>51849
As far as I'm aware, though, I have been acting like part of the community. I've been making a lot of posts. More than most others, I'm sure.

As for Lucifer, he may hardly come here, but his condemning of me combined with your support of it, or at least justification of it, was easily enough for me to feel unwanted. I don't think I was being unreasonable to have that kind of stance. And again, we wouldn't have gone into this full exposition of why it is exactly you don't like me if you hadn't so openly declared you didn't to begin with. It was a chain reaction.

>>51850
Say something conclusive for once.

>>51852
I could say the same to you. Isn't it fun dealing with what you dish out~?

>>51853
Like I said, the thing I dislike the most about you is how you remind me of me.

I guess it's just what I deserve.

>>51851
Consider the following: Why would I tell you I dislike you and similarly tell you to shape up?

Being part of the community isn't just posting.

>>51854
Oh come on, that's not my fault. It's not like I'm trying to bring you to justice or anything.

And besides, I've already answered a lot of your questions earlier.

>>51855
>Consider the following: Why would I tell you I dislike you and similarly tell you to shape up?
That's a perfectly logical position that doesn't require any sort of specific reason.

If we were in a relationship, for instance, it wouldn't be strange for you to say that it's over unless I change. Disliking me and wanting me to go, while simultaneously telling me to improve.

I thought you'd say something about it not only being posting, but I fail to see what I'm lacking in terms of acting like a member. If you mean I should stop talking about leaving, I don't believe that has anything to do with it. How can I consider leaving a community without first acting like I'm part of it to begin with? There would be nothing to leave.

I also want to say something else on that note. The majority of times I try to leave, I say nothing. I just disappear one day without any fuss. Nobody ever notices, because I quickly come back and it's as if I was never really gone. Because I didn't make a fuss, it was so easy to come back. If I say that I'm leaving, which is what you think I'm only doing for attention, then that perception acts as a buffer to keep me away. Because I don't want to come back after making that fuss. It makes me look silly, and apparently allows people to form views of me like the one you hold.

>>51849
Somehow I can't tell whether my name's being used in praise, or as the lowest acceptable standard.

>>51858
You hate everyone, much like Meta, so probably praise in this case.

>>51859

>>51856
It's not that bad. I think it's amusing and annoying at the same time.

You have answered a lot of them. I'm glad we've got that cleared up. I honestly did think you had heard my voice for a while, but the concept became more implausible the more I thought about it.

Even if you are stalking me, there's not much you can do. Or so I hope.

>>51860
I don't think Meta hates everyone. He just looks down on everyone; nobody is interesting or worth his time. Then again, I think his character actually says he hates most people in Kinjo's new VN. He also says they're all mongrels.

It's a bit contradictory. I still don't think it's hate.