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>>2745
Yeah, I'm a just a little depressed. My girlfriend and I broke up again it looks like. And now I've decided I'm done, I'm not going to send a reply I don't think. I've had it... As much as I care about her, I can't take it anymore. If I say one wrong thing, things go down fast, if I forget to be online for a few days, things fly out the window. I can stand being on an emotional rollarcoaster. (Don;t like it, but I can stand it) However I don't want the other person in the car to push me out when I make the smallest mistake. I love her, and I don't want to lose her, however.. I can't stay on anymore. My heart, and mind can't take much more of this. I have to be careful with what I say, I have to send messages everyday, I have to talk to her A LOT everyday. I'm a very anitsocial person, I have trouble thinking out what to say, I have trouble with conversations, I also like my space and have points were I just shut most of the world out expect for small conversations. (Hi, how are you) And it isn't like I can just stop going to work, or stop writing. (That would giving up on my dream) And it isn't like I'm not online because of it, I'm just not online all that much, also that is because of the antisocial moods I have. I love her, but I'm starting to get the feeling, I'm not right for her, or maybe anyone for that matter. So I don't think I'm going to replay to her last message that said. "I shouldn't have come back, I shouldn't have messaged you again, I just want to sleep, and not wake up.. I'm sorry I wasted your time.. and feelings.."
I guess.. I really don't know what to do...
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