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Monokuma's announcement awakens me from my fitful sleep. I recall that I had spent the whole of the previous day in a state of despondency, alternating between rest and wakefulness, unwilling to leave my room at all for fear of reawakening myself to the reality of my situation.
Am I really the only one who can't be trusted? Those words had brought home my position in a way that nothing else had been able to. Up until that point, I had somehow thought that we were all friends, united together to fight against the bear and find the truth of the island.
But the events of that day had totally broken that illusion. Doubt and mistrust of others had entered my heart for the first time, and could not be dispelled. Could it really be the case that someone would be willing to kill in order to escape? I had thought that nobody would ever do something like that, but now I can truly see how naive that was. In that case, can I really not trust anybody?
Am I really all alone on this island? In a game of "survival of the fittest", it's very clear to me that I have no chance of winning. I am obviously the least capable and the most physically frail person on this island. I can see now that everyone must surely see me as the easiest target, and they'd be absolutely right. I wouldn't have the first idea of how to defend myself against a murderer. In that case, maybe I should just stay in this room forever, and wait for the game to end. That might be my only hope of survival.
......But Monokuma's announcement...I can't afford to miss something this important, can I...? I'll be at a disadvantage if I don't get this information. ...It horrifies me to notice that I'm thinking so coldly about this, but I realise now that everyone else must have been thinking the same way. I must have been the only person here who wasn't thinking about her own survival at all...
A wave of uncertainty assails me again as I approach the door to my room. I am afraid of leaving this room, the only place where I can be safe. But I don't have any other choice. I can just return here after I hear what Monokuma has to say anyway, right...? Telling myself that, I leave the room, and dash over to the theater as quickly as I can, trying my hardest to avoid contact with anyone I see.
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