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>>945
Of course I've given up. Anybody with the will to go on living after going through everything I've been through would earn all the respect I have. And on top of everything else up to now, my memory's started falling apart as well. I often forget my own voice, my face, even my age or my name. My whole high school life is a complete blank, I can't remember what I did last week, I have trouble remembering things that happened five minutes ago.
And to top it all off, the only memories I do have are of the events that wound me up here in the first place, and even those are all jumbled out of order. Have you any idea what it's like trying to live like that, being reminded how much of a nightmare your own life is day in and day out, and not even being able to remember the last time you were genuinely happy?
Of course I've given up. It's all I can do just to even get out of bed these days.
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